Drilling March.

I hear drilling sound wherever I go and I've gotten used to it, just wondering why everywhere is having renovation. I'm having headache quite often lately, what's wrong with me. I've put focus too much on one paper and neglected one, and now I'm super screwed with the one I neglected. I seriously hope my computer will be temporary spoiled and be back to what it was before it was spoiled after my exams. Keyword is temporary. How I Met Your Mother and Vampire Diaries hiatus are beneficial to me currently, but I'm getting quite addicted to The Big Bang Theory right now. Besides that, the only thing is laziness. I'm always afraid to work too hard, because it would be stupid if the outcome isn't ideal in the end. That's one of my queer logic, which links to another one; I'm not afraid to die right now, but I am afraid to die in the midst of trying. Maybe that's why I didn't start on certain things.

Let's have a look at Japan right now. I don't mean to harp on it, but it's like a perfect example of what I've mentioned above. Look at the damages, imagine the losses for this ordeal, billions would be an understatement. They knew this day will come, just like how we know that one day we are going to die. And a change of events and all are wiped out. We are going to start on our career, start a family and others, but a change of events and all will be gone. Really makes me wonder if working hard is what humans are suppose to do.

On a side note, insomnia has been hitting on me for the past week as well. Nothing troubling me in fact. Guess I need one day for revitalizing. I need more street soccer. Field soccer is fine, but my toe nails always turn black after playing field soccer, which take ages for it to detach and for the new one to grow.